Adrian.......oh yeah that guy

No one will see this.I am watching the Beginners. The female is an actress. She makes me fear. I am afraid ill isolate my self and die alone because of what i love. I met a girl. With in a couple hours she affected my life that all i can think about is her. I don’t know if it will pass. I’m not sure i want it too. I want to experience love and being with someone who will actually work. I am so afraid of missing out on it i don’t know if want too leave anymore. I have too, i know that. I hope that this can work out like those damn movies. I am sure it want. Time will tell and i hope i can be happy. I had too get that out my head. No one will see this.

A-DRAIN

Havn’t written in a little while. Let’s see what we get. So check it

I hear all coming I’m running from nothing but on the inside I’m fucking crumbling

See things through my eyes it might get your tears running Put so much love in and walk away with nothing

I ain’t trying to complain but to many beautiful woman take my heart and walk away

I know I’m just as bad to people who don’t deserve it but it was only once i know of since i’ve been on the circuit 

Love is like nascar can’t take things slow Learn to resent them ho’s Gotta go left cause there ain’t no right way to go

And yeah i know I’m not fair but what do you woman want from me I’ve given so much i even cut my hair

I got no hate for no one don’t get confused But by some of you bitches i feel abused Not a diragutory term for woman i’m calling out the male pussy having fools too

So if you love me trust me I love you But you turned your back on me So get the fuck out cause my taking shit meters full

I just wanted ya back as a friend but it was lies you once told when i meant i’d be there til the end

The last one was a bit specific 

Fuck it though its said and I’ll forget it